im scared

im really am scared.
i think my dog is on her last legs..i had this dog since 1991,, she was only a couple of weeks old.... i had to feed with a bottle since she was so young,,,,.you dont know how hard it is for me to write this.,,, icant believe its actually might happen,, that she might actually pass away..

she has not gotten out of her bed,, for almost 2 days,, has not eaten her food or drank her water.

she has a huge growth under breast,, i think it might be affecting her,, the only thing is, its so hard for her to go to the vet, since she has trouble walking,, hard for to get up the stairs,, into and out of the car...

i dont know what to do..

im becoming heart broken,,, this morning i was begging her to get up and go outside..

god please dont let her leave me,, i dont know what i`ll do with out her,,please god,, please,,dont take my baby from me,,, please,,,,please oh my god im begging you,,not now,,not at this time