PDN

ahh the new PDN has arrived in the mail.. Photo District News Magazine
,, one the best in whats going in photography today..
they have the PDN's 30,,, 30 under 30,, og emerging photographers out there...its alittle dishearting, that my name is not on it...
But of course, i think i have done nothing to be listed, i havent even dipped my toe in.
So how can i be mad,,how i can be depressed about it....maybe its my self doubt, maybe im mad because i havnt put myself out there..

where do i begin?

i miss having a mentor, like i had in college...i would have someone who understood what a photographer goes thru, and would lead me into the best situation..
im alone here,, im making choices, and to be honest i dont know if im making the right choice,, what the hell do i know..

im just going with my gut...

now the winter is over,, time to start working seriously, start going to more galleries,, start leaving the house, and start making my mark....

just start period