readings
i just read something...
and boy i thought i was depressed,, and i thought i couldnt go deeper into it, i think i just did, and now i dont feel like not doing anything now... its 8 13pm and all i want to do is just go to bed and sleep..
i question my life,, i question my thoughts,, i question friends, i question my place in life,, what i thought had meaning,, what i thought was improtant, i realized means nothing.......
am alone....and i have to face that,, i have to face that im going into this world alone.....
things are changing,, my worst fears are coming true,, and i cant stop it.....
I'm not afraid to die ,I'm not afraid to live ,
Who's to say where the wind will take you, Who's to say what it is will break you
I don't know, Which way the wind will blow
posted by Ego Manic @ 8:14 PM
3 Comments:
It's so weird,
ur words sound so much like my thoughts....
yet, I never really expect these things from u....
I know u think them...and sumtimes I know why, I can imagine why....yet other times....other times I wonder why....
Sumtimes I look at everything u have, everything u can do....and think to myself....if I had or could do half of what u can do, be half of what u are...I'd prob be happy....
yet....u feel there's sumthing missing...
People look at me, everything I have/accomplished,....a job, a career, sum dear friends...a family that luvs me....yet....to tell u the truth...
sumthing's missing....I'm NOT happy.
I'm not complete.
Man, I really don't know what I'm trying to say here..I really don't...
I guess just that....
if u look at ur reflextion...u'll prob see me, and if I do the same...I'd prob see u...we're not so different u and I-
and it makes me think, we're not that alone out here....my BROTHER.
H.
your last few sentences in this post...are those lyrics of a song or something?
yeah there lyrics to a song,,
U2's Kite
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