u know sometimes

i was just reading some of my friends blog,, it got me pissed off, and sad at the same time..
it makes me question wheter or not im a good friend or not,, the way it looks,, i think im not, i thought i was, i thought i was doing a good job...
maybe its cause i talk too much, but i feel like if i dont, it wouold be dead air...
so what the hell?

who knows anymore......
i bet now that if he looks at this blog he's gonna say,, see thats why i dont open up,, thats why i dont write personal stuff my blog....

i dont want that person to feel like that,, im just writting my reaction in my blog,,,