my boy

talking to my boy online,, h-boogie..

i feel for him...

i guessing hes going thru some shit,, hard to get into his mind sometimes, i think he has like a shield there ,lol..

but i know hes just graduated from college, and its scary,,im thinking thats what its effecting him..

knowing that theres no more school,,that all there is left is your life, and its front of you, you cant hide from it... but i know u want to..

cause when i graduated college,, i tell u i freaked out for a long time, i went into a cave and didnt talk to noooooooo one for a good couple of months, just because i couldnt handle the pressure of real life, i couldnt handle that now i have to face life, that everyday i had to make something for myself,, cause in school u get use to people telling u what to do.,, not anymore,, now its up to u,,

thats why i create projects for myself,, to keep myself busy or else i go mad...

so hang in there H,, i feel u,, i understand,, and if u need someone to talk to ,, im here,, might have to duct tape my mouth shut,,lol be im here, and always will be,,, hey we gotten this far.:-)