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moved my blog

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her birthday

today was my dogs birthday...

today,, i hurt... alot

usually on this day, i`ll make a trip to the petco to buy her a nice bag of treats or buy her a new toy,..something..

not this year

she would have turned 14 today

her urn sits in my hallway, on a small lil table,, i pass it everytime i go to work and when i come home,, and everyday i still feel that she will just jump out of the corner with her tail wagging to come greet me...

i miss her so much,, everyday i think about her, the apt is so empty without my dog around..

little by little ,,im coming to the fact ,on my own,, that what i did back in april 11 was the right thing.. that i gave her peace that she couldnt give herself...

i wish i can stop death...this world is too beautiful to ever leave it..
yeah the war is going on,, kids are killing parents,, but its the small things in ones life that bring joy....

one of those things was my dog